Pictures..

With pictures, come memories..and today..as I was looking for H's picture on my computer..I realized that I must've accidentally deleted him. So I became upset. I know I just looked at it a few days ago. Went into the trash bin and nothing. Could this be a sign? So no more H. He's gone. A sign that it's totally over. Hard to accept of someone who I enjoyed tremendously..me, who hates everyone. So no more memories..no more of looking at that gorgeous face, those beautiful eyes. Gone, the same way he has deleted me from memory..I guess its the same way that his picture has deleted so much from mine. How do i do these things?