Horoscopes....

So yea, I have my daily routine like everyone else...I read my horoscope 2 places, read the horoscopes of everyone I know...so umm, I guess you can say, I read them all...So one of the one's I read daily is from the NY Post...online...so today, it tells me that I will fall head over heels in love by the end of the week...wow..this is deep...so now I'm wondering...who is my mystery man...now could it be Kenny...I know he is bound to show up at my job at some stupid point..but eh, I couldn't click with someone like that..could he sing Rafi....umm I think NOT...which leads me to H...will H be back in my life..I doubt it....he is probably still getting laid at this very moment...or whatever...who cares...I really don't care..alright.... maybe I do...a little bit....but I really feel that I want to love someone who can love me..who wants to love me..not 900 other people..eh, I require lots of attention...who can deal with me...no one...maybe it was a misprint...maybe, just maybe it was for capricorn or scorpio...who knows....time will tell....I trust time...because god forbid you can actually meet someone these days..who is honest about who they are...someone who you can actually trust...someone who has your back uughhh...besides, I'm not into these new men of the world today...I swear I'm an old soul...love my old music...love my old traditional ways...I'm just different...I swear..from like another planet or something...men today..don't even care to change a light bulb...there is nothing that is of great passion to them...which concerns everyday life...like with me..I have a passion for my home..cooking..taking care of my family...the ins and outs of home depot...I take pride in certain things...there are men today, who don't even take pride in owning a car..venturing places...becoming a home owner...stopping to smell the roses..everything is always so rushed...everyone is in a rush, I feel for instant gratification...it has to be now..right now..or I throw you away...which brings me back to H..so my girlfriend says he probably never even went to India...he was probably here..giving attention to some new flame....and had to make believe and act as if he was out of town as I would wonder why he wasn't with me.... and then, according to her, when the trip time was up, he didn't want to break my heart so he figured he would tell me things about what he's into and what he did while away...as a means of making me not like him anymore...and that I fell for it...she also said that he didn't go to the hotel with me that night because he would probably feel as if he's cheating on the girl that he's now with...and that's why he wasn't with me Saturday night...because he was with her....and if he was away...he would've missed me and wanted to be with me....and that he probably looked around in the city for an India keychain but couldn't find one.....you know, I found my Tahiti key chain years and years ago in a small store in the city, I nearly fainted.....so these are the things I think of...I guess I'll never know..but what annoys me the most...is that things suck in her life...and now she has to say all of this to me about my H....Personally, her horoscope sucks this week...no romance...no love...no mystery man....nothing...why don't I ever listen to my mother who, unfortunately, seems to be on H's side..why, I don't know...she says to never tell anyone single and miserable anything....but I don't get it...because all of this time, I was single and miserable...but I would always be positive about whatever drama my girlfriend was going through...imagine if I was with H again....she would freak...and I'd say...Bye...gotta go...how I love my H...ciao...and her head would spin....so I guess I have to wait and see who my mystery man is this week...I don't know where I would find him..except if I'm driving to or from work...as I really won't be leaving the house this week...everyone's here just about everyday since my parents are still visiting...and I rush home to see them....so where the fuck am I going to meet someone...I really hope, in a way, its not a misprint.......keep your fingers crossed....toes crossed and hiney crossed .....so I can fall in love again............