Aggravation
This is really turning into the vacation from hell....I hate everyone..nope..I really do..so today and yesterday..I had to deal with car aggravation. Is it worth it to keep a car in the city..hmm..yea.....I guess..I don't have what it takes to be a train or bus chick..Just the thought of someone coming a bit too close to me sends me off the wall..even worse if they even cough near me..the germs..yuk..I wouldn't touch the pole thingy...I would only be thinking of who touched it before me...sitting..I would wonder which bum slept on it the night before..so I guess I had to deal with my drama..apparently..my car sensors are screwed up..now I only have 30k miles on my truck as I'm not one to go anywhere..pretty much racked up with my heartwrenching commute back and forth to work...so to fail my test a hundred and fifty bucks later..I had to bring it in to be serviced at eight am..not one to be up early on my vacation...so I did this..only to freakin hear from "Tom", don't like Tom, that I needed 90 highway miles on my truck..yuk. So I call my girlfriend..Bets..my girl...how I love her...tells me to pick her up..as she will drive for me and I can just sit in the passenger seat and umm apply lipstick endlessly...yea I know I have issues....ugh leave me alone...so I picked her up and we were off..nothing but trouble..I wanted breakfast..so I called my honey..yes H..and told him I was venturing off to long island..long island sucks...and left him a message...after not hearing back from him..we turned around and headed to where else, but Howard Beach..my girlfriend spent many years there growing up and so I received a full tour of the neighborhood and then we went to the diner for breakfast...still no freakin call..made my girlfriend call my phone to make sure it would ring..she wanted to kill me...we have to sit there and laugh...if we didn't..we would cry...I have the best time with her..we do the most stupid things..say the most retarded things and laugh endlessly...the waitress was cool..I picked up my bitter knife and said."can I keep this....I would like to kill my husband with it"...and she was laughing...she said..oh men..we can't live without them....I didn't take the knife..it was just a joke..so relax...I know I'm a wise ass..even when my heart hurts...next stop..the gas station..so I got out and ventured into the little store..we had both not read our horoscopes..so I figured I need to buy the freakin NY Post...so I told the guy he looked like an Aries and really needed to read his scope..I just love to put a smile on everyones face and make everyone just want to beat the shit out of me...so now we get back in the car..I read.. and she was dying to see what happens after long island..does it just end..what happens to the highway..so I have to admit..I've never been out that way..so I guess I became somewhat curious myself..have to ask H..if he ever frigin calls me..god fobid...
So the exits were getting higher..I saw his town on a sign..and I said omg..don't tell me this is where he lives..does he really drive this far for me..I wanted to cry...does he drive this far to deal with me..to see me..I need to give this man some sex...I was just speechless..so we ventured off the exit...I was curious..what's long island like..was looking in the cars to see if the people were good looking, as H is so freakin hot and gorgeous....mmwwaaa, mmwwwaa, mwwaa....I wanted to see..we went maybe 3 blocks and then got back on the highway..and the voila..the light appeared..we knew now it was safe to head back..in the car.... and ring ring..the phone rings....guess who..freakin..H..2 freakin hours later..I could've been dead on the roadside..paramedics could've done everything possible and with my dying breath..my longing to wish him well..and freakin 2 hours later..somehow...I was cool..as usual..I know I have to go easy..can't really show him that strong side that would totally blow his mind...I mean I would never be that way with him unless if he did something horrible..and I believe in my heart he really doesn't want to intentionally hurt me,..he may...and I don't think he realizes how much...so I have to be easy..the way I am with everyone dear to me..the horns only come out when need be..so he calls..and hes' freakin in the city and took the freakin day off..now mind you..I'm off all freakin week..if he took the day off..shouldn't it have been to be with me? especially knowing that we need to give each other some attention and strength? What the hell is he doing in the cty 11 o'clock in the morning? So of course..there is a bad connection..we hang up..he never calls back...up until now...just to hear his voice, made me melt...god, I miss that voice..he is so freakin sexy...he should be one of those 1800 sex talk men..if there is such a thing..I know the women do it..I see the commercials on TV, gross...so now back to torturing my girlfriend..as I completely assume..he's with a girl..and he slept there last night..and now..they are venturing off in the city having a gay old time..then I figured, maybe he's with the ex girlfriend..who probably had off as well..so now my girlfriend wants to kill him..we called my other girlfriend..who sad to say..wants to choke him to..only because they now have to listen to me..whine and complain..my other girlfriend had a dream about him about a week ago..she called me up yelling at me..and of course..i sit there and laugh..she says..."this guy is now in my dreams, I can't get away from him...' and I laugh...they want to talk to him and tell him to not upset me because they have to deal with me..and I laugh....maybe its easier to grab a brick and fling it at his girlfriends head...maybe next time..just joking...so I was upset..went back to service and repair..all of the men in there..u would swear that they never saw a woman in their whole freakin lives..I wanted to throw up..easily had 5 different guys come over to me to ask me what the problem was...do I have patience for this..H is in the city with a woman and I have to entertain this? Oh, I can't. I was getting mad..I had blown my hair out last night and I had my very large sunglasses on..which clearly throws out there..that I do not wish to be bothered...men suck..they are all so stupid..as if i am going to give them time of day....all they see is boobs and ass..how can I find someone to like me for me...and to deal with my car...I'm a freakin customer..be a little professional..thank god for wedding bands...Ideally..I would love a man to take care of this stuff for me...i detest walking into these places..u get ripped off immediately..so now I start with a 200 dollar diagnostic..350 so far and no one can tell me anything..yet, I'm still under warranty..go figure. With 90 phone calls back and forth to my dad..ah..my dad..always takes care of everything with all of the cars....if he didn't do it..the ex did it.....god I love that..i would rather wash my floors with a tooth brush than have to deal with the car....isn't that what men are for..to be the man...I'm a woman..and I like to think of myself as being a complete woman..meaning..i do laundry..i cook..i clean..all woman stuff..no how come with men today...they skip out on some man stuff...i dont like that...then maybe i should meet someone and tell him..i refuse to cook or do laundry..would that make any freakin sense?? So maybe I need to look for a man in the service shop..who knows..i'll be back there again....so now we left there..went to see sal, my girlfriends mechanic who told me not to leave it at the dealership..god I need my dad here...my dad knows everything about cars..he's a man man..that man type..that does all of his man duties..not like these bitchy girlie men today....I hate men..not H, though....i left him the car..then my girlfriend drove me home..then he calls and says I have to take it back to the dealership..then my girlfriend takes me to get it there..and then back to the dealerfreakinship..and then finally drove me home..where I needed my nap..what a day..from 8 in the morning til freakin 6 pm...and H is in the city with a girl...does it get any worse than this..i swear..I just want to go sit in the movies by myself..I have no freakin outlet...and I need to relax..i really do..i really needed this time off to just relax..but it never happens...but what can I do..I have to do what I have to do...thank god I had my dad to help me through my ordeal..my drama....and he knows I'm nothing but drama....and my girl..Bets...she's got my back...and of course, I have hers too....everyone else..USELESS to me..I swear, I need no one in this life..and I know I'm too strong...meaning..if you're nothing but a headache and heartache..just go away..as much as I would love a male companion..he has to be the right type..has to have my back...or at least frigin call...so lets see what I will deal with tomorrow...
So the exits were getting higher..I saw his town on a sign..and I said omg..don't tell me this is where he lives..does he really drive this far for me..I wanted to cry...does he drive this far to deal with me..to see me..I need to give this man some sex...I was just speechless..so we ventured off the exit...I was curious..what's long island like..was looking in the cars to see if the people were good looking, as H is so freakin hot and gorgeous....mmwwaaa, mmwwwaa, mwwaa....I wanted to see..we went maybe 3 blocks and then got back on the highway..and the voila..the light appeared..we knew now it was safe to head back..in the car.... and ring ring..the phone rings....guess who..freakin..H..2 freakin hours later..I could've been dead on the roadside..paramedics could've done everything possible and with my dying breath..my longing to wish him well..and freakin 2 hours later..somehow...I was cool..as usual..I know I have to go easy..can't really show him that strong side that would totally blow his mind...I mean I would never be that way with him unless if he did something horrible..and I believe in my heart he really doesn't want to intentionally hurt me,..he may...and I don't think he realizes how much...so I have to be easy..the way I am with everyone dear to me..the horns only come out when need be..so he calls..and hes' freakin in the city and took the freakin day off..now mind you..I'm off all freakin week..if he took the day off..shouldn't it have been to be with me? especially knowing that we need to give each other some attention and strength? What the hell is he doing in the cty 11 o'clock in the morning? So of course..there is a bad connection..we hang up..he never calls back...up until now...just to hear his voice, made me melt...god, I miss that voice..he is so freakin sexy...he should be one of those 1800 sex talk men..if there is such a thing..I know the women do it..I see the commercials on TV, gross...so now back to torturing my girlfriend..as I completely assume..he's with a girl..and he slept there last night..and now..they are venturing off in the city having a gay old time..then I figured, maybe he's with the ex girlfriend..who probably had off as well..so now my girlfriend wants to kill him..we called my other girlfriend..who sad to say..wants to choke him to..only because they now have to listen to me..whine and complain..my other girlfriend had a dream about him about a week ago..she called me up yelling at me..and of course..i sit there and laugh..she says..."this guy is now in my dreams, I can't get away from him...' and I laugh...they want to talk to him and tell him to not upset me because they have to deal with me..and I laugh....maybe its easier to grab a brick and fling it at his girlfriends head...maybe next time..just joking...so I was upset..went back to service and repair..all of the men in there..u would swear that they never saw a woman in their whole freakin lives..I wanted to throw up..easily had 5 different guys come over to me to ask me what the problem was...do I have patience for this..H is in the city with a woman and I have to entertain this? Oh, I can't. I was getting mad..I had blown my hair out last night and I had my very large sunglasses on..which clearly throws out there..that I do not wish to be bothered...men suck..they are all so stupid..as if i am going to give them time of day....all they see is boobs and ass..how can I find someone to like me for me...and to deal with my car...I'm a freakin customer..be a little professional..thank god for wedding bands...Ideally..I would love a man to take care of this stuff for me...i detest walking into these places..u get ripped off immediately..so now I start with a 200 dollar diagnostic..350 so far and no one can tell me anything..yet, I'm still under warranty..go figure. With 90 phone calls back and forth to my dad..ah..my dad..always takes care of everything with all of the cars....if he didn't do it..the ex did it.....god I love that..i would rather wash my floors with a tooth brush than have to deal with the car....isn't that what men are for..to be the man...I'm a woman..and I like to think of myself as being a complete woman..meaning..i do laundry..i cook..i clean..all woman stuff..no how come with men today...they skip out on some man stuff...i dont like that...then maybe i should meet someone and tell him..i refuse to cook or do laundry..would that make any freakin sense?? So maybe I need to look for a man in the service shop..who knows..i'll be back there again....so now we left there..went to see sal, my girlfriends mechanic who told me not to leave it at the dealership..god I need my dad here...my dad knows everything about cars..he's a man man..that man type..that does all of his man duties..not like these bitchy girlie men today....I hate men..not H, though....i left him the car..then my girlfriend drove me home..then he calls and says I have to take it back to the dealership..then my girlfriend takes me to get it there..and then back to the dealerfreakinship..and then finally drove me home..where I needed my nap..what a day..from 8 in the morning til freakin 6 pm...and H is in the city with a girl...does it get any worse than this..i swear..I just want to go sit in the movies by myself..I have no freakin outlet...and I need to relax..i really do..i really needed this time off to just relax..but it never happens...but what can I do..I have to do what I have to do...thank god I had my dad to help me through my ordeal..my drama....and he knows I'm nothing but drama....and my girl..Bets...she's got my back...and of course, I have hers too....everyone else..USELESS to me..I swear, I need no one in this life..and I know I'm too strong...meaning..if you're nothing but a headache and heartache..just go away..as much as I would love a male companion..he has to be the right type..has to have my back...or at least frigin call...so lets see what I will deal with tomorrow...
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