A Week Ago........

To think, a week ago we were in bed together all night...he finally slept from 5 to 8...and then that was it..oh the bliss...the pleasure, the joy of being with a man so in control...so in control of me...how I loved him for coming for me..my task was to drive out to Long Island...yuk..Long Island sucks....what made him come to me instead, I don't know...we had dinner together..he bought a movie that I had been dying to see...a night I never wanted to end..and now..now he is so far from me..he is still sleeping, with a 10 hour time difference betwwen us, baby I'm trying to stay up for you but I am exhausted..absolutely exhausted...so I figured I'd write. Writing is so good..I'm so free when I write..and how I love to talk about you...it makes me feel so close to you as you're so far from me...Darling. I wonder about so many things..how he has just invaded my life and has me out of my mind like this...I can't take this trip..I want him here..with me..in bed with me..I can't help but wonder if he'd meet a nice Muslim girl there....I'm Roman Catholic..I don't care..I don't want to lose him...not now, not ever. His ex was Catholic, still clueless about what happened there..was she good to him..was she hot, like a super model..was she everything he wanted and needed in this life..I can't help but wonder..She is also from Westchester..and let me tell you, there is a tremendous world of difference between chicks from Westchester and chicks from Brooklyn...ask anyone...I heard someone in the store say"My wife is originally from Brooklyn"..need he say more...it's just something that is so different, can't explain..I can't help but feel eh..what was she like, why did they break up....who would leave such a species..such a gentle, yet controlling man..how he punishes me, without even realizing I know what he's up to..if it's anything I learned all week, umm, it's stop whatever I'm doing and take his call...which is usually what I do..it was jsut once, the freakin cops, how I can't stand them, were 2 cars from me...Darling...it was them, not me...how I miss you...come home to me...I need you...no more previews...Goodnight Darling...mmwwwaaa