Empty............

So up until recently, my cup was so full...now its empty....not even a drop....he's gone. Easily flying now for the last 9 hours with about 9 more to go. Darling, you must be so uncomfortable and irritable by now. I miss you like you can't even imagine...It's has only been a few hours, but I can feel the distance. This is so unfair to me. We just met...it has been the best month of my entire life and now it has to end...not fair! I wish we had known each other just a few months longer, then being away from you for this long probably wouldn't be this difficult....so I need to fill my time with positive things...going to do some work now....going to work, since yeah, I've been slacking since you've walked into my life....going to do what I do best...work and then work some more. Can't believe I've allowed my emotions to get the best of me....what the hell was I thinking....I need no one......people, stay away...........Darling...I hope you are well....I miss you...come home to me soon, I'll be waiting for you.....mmwwwaaa.