Bliss...

So we've been out several times. I don't think I can think of a time when I've felt so free, so comfortable with a man. I don't think a man like this comes along often in life. Someone who you click with, someone who you just want to be with all day long...whether you're speaking or not, watching a movie, or just being with him, with my head rested on his chest listening to the same music we both enjoy. I feel as if I don't even need to say a word, its as if he can read my mind and my heart. So I am enjoying him terribly but, of course there has to be a but. What do you do and how can you explain to someone that the way you feel with them is too good, too good to be true. The way he touches, the way he feels, the way he speaks, makes me melt...After being with a man for 14 yrs, I can't ever remember feeling once with him the way this sex god makes me feel. The way he speaks, so gently, his actions, his energy. So getting back to the but.....but I think I can't have him for keeps. He has just ended a 7 yr. relationship and is not looking for anything serious...and I, of course, was not looking for marriage, a date, anything..not too long ago...but after meeting H, I have to say, everything goes right out the window. What do I do..as each moment goes by, I grow closer and closer to him...what do I do, as I know he wants nothing deeper, nothing more...no relationship...do I stay and enjoy the ride or bolt before it becomes harder. I care for him too much to state a word of this to him..as I don't want to change or alter his chosen path and then be cursed for it...God, H, where were you for the last 5 years when all I did was pray for you to come....Now, you're here but its not for keeps....I can't get you out of my head for a minute...but I also don't want to ruin your life...I think I need to go....