Happy Holidays

Tis the season to be jolly...eh, I don't know. Okay, all is well, everything is fine, and I know I should be very happy. But I'm not as happy as I could be. Still nothing, 2 months and 2 days later, and nothing. Haven't heard from my H, the one I love. And I know I should just forget him as he's forgotten me, but its hard. In 3 days, it would have made exactly one year that we met... The very first time that I had laid eyes on him. Such beauty....too beautiful for the human eye...He changed so much in me in so little time...and kicking and screaming, I want so much to be back there....so much to wish I could turn the hands of time back...back to the freshness, the newness of all that he was....the beginning of so much for me...I never thought that I could love someone as much....and you know the rest of the words.......So, with all of the hustling and bustling--I've made my few minutes of what I need so much time with---time to say Happy Holidays...Time to say..H, almost a year...and darling, I miss you more than you can ever know, not one day, one moment goes by that you are not with me...I love you and I miss you....Happy Eid, Merry Christmas...and Happy everything---until next time when I have the time I need to express all that I feel----