Hanging Out
Thursday, August 31, 2006
So I just got in from hanging out in Brooklyn. What a beautiful night! How I love the night time. Sitting here, I wish this night would never end. Wish I didn't have to be home right now. Wish I didn't have a 9am meeting tomorrow. So tonight, I became a kid again. I went to Coney Island. Coney Island will always be Coney Island. Didn't ride the Cyclone or anything daring of that caliber. I did ride the Wonder Wheel. Being so high up in what I believe to be the best borough ever, brought back so many precious memories. It has been years that I ever felt so free. Being on that Wonder Wheel was so romantic. Looking over, onto the beach was so breathtaking. It was relaxing, calming, vibrant. As I was sitting there, looking at the beach, I had only one person in mind. Someone who once took me away romantically for a brief moment to a beach. It brought back that memory to me, of him holding my hand, pulling me into him, unbuttoning my buttons and breathing on my neck. I snapped out of it as we descended and the ride ended. So I needed to have some chocolate fudge. How I love chocolate fudge. Not much of one with a sweet tooth, but how I crave my chocolate fudge, no nuts though. So now my girlfriend, ah yeah, pretty much my life right here, my pal, the only one who understands me best, the one I confide all to, yep, she sees the psychic booth. Being Roman Catholic, yep, it's against our faith, but does she care, nope she doesn't. So being a child again, I said, "What the hell", forgive me Father for I'm about to sin. Throughout my years, I have learned to trust. I've built up a faith, if that's what it's called, to just trust and believe that wherever life takes me, and to whomever life takes me to, there's a reason. I never question, I just flow, enjoying every step of the journey, whether it's my work or people. I give all 100% because I don't know where or to whom I'll be blown to next. Oops, I just said blown, but you know what I mean. So the psychic, my girlfriend goes first. I was asked to leave the premises. Being a bad ass, I commented that "I know my girlfriend better than you, anyway" and then I left the premises. Next thing you know, my girlfriend is waving to me all of 5 minutes later. I guess psychic balls was a fraud. So it's my turn, before going in, I whisper in a pretty loud voice, "Was she good?" My girlfriend tells me she's about to cry. I guess that means good. So I sit there and you know I want to crack up, because I'm feeling a little nervous, a tad bit uneasy. So she wants to see my palms. I said, 'Which one?" She said both. So I show her my 2 beautiful, sexy palms. She tells me there was a man recently. I agreed. She told me that he disappeared but he'll return for me. She also said that there is so much negative around him. So I'm sitting there agreeing because if there was positive surrounding him, then he would be between my legs right about now. He would've even had me on the Wonder Wheel and then on the beach. So I proceed to be good and listen as I'm told. So I guess her psychic ability started to become frightened. And as fate would have it, because there is so much negativity around my long lost lover, whom I desired so much, it would be all of my fault. Why? Because I need to be spiritually healed. It would cost me only 40 bucks and it will happen only over night. And until I'm spiritually cleansed, then and only then, will my negative lover return to me. What to do, What to do. All of these decisions. I was having such a good time and now I'm forced to think, to make a decision. Would you believe me if I told you that I detest making decisions. I thought that's what men are for. And if my negative lover is so negative, wouldn't HE need to be spiritually cleansed, he's the negative one, not I. So I explained that I would need to think about this for about a week and a half. I explained that I am not 1 to make quicky snappy decisions, especially spiritual ones. So I don't think the psychic likes me at all by now. I personally feel I need some sexual healing. I think I would be left very cleansed and very refreshed and I'd probably save the 40 bucks for what else, but a new pair of shoes. So is the psychic right? Is she on the money? Time will tell. If my lover is negative and I'm positive, then I accept that it was not meant to be. Do I feel that I will ever go against my religion. No I won't. People out there are all scammers. They prey on heart broken, lonely people. 40 bucks easily turns into 4,000 bucks. And you allow someone to convince you that you're not capable of being loved, they rob you of not only your money, but of your reality. And reality dictates that what's meant to be will be. If he returns, he returns. If he doesn't, I enjoyed every moment of it as he drifted into my life. Did I get the lesson. Yes I did. We connected for a reason or reasons. Do I wish his stay was longer, YES. So life itself, is one big Wonder Wheel. It goes around and around. Where you stop, no one knows. So just sit back and enjoy the ride, enjoy the beauty around you, especially when you're on top. Enjoy the good company in your life. And there will always be more people getting on and off. I enjoyed the night, enjoyed hearing about my lover, and enjoyed the good company I was with. What more could a girl want?
So I just got in from hanging out in Brooklyn. What a beautiful night! How I love the night time. Sitting here, I wish this night would never end. Wish I didn't have to be home right now. Wish I didn't have a 9am meeting tomorrow. So tonight, I became a kid again. I went to Coney Island. Coney Island will always be Coney Island. Didn't ride the Cyclone or anything daring of that caliber. I did ride the Wonder Wheel. Being so high up in what I believe to be the best borough ever, brought back so many precious memories. It has been years that I ever felt so free. Being on that Wonder Wheel was so romantic. Looking over, onto the beach was so breathtaking. It was relaxing, calming, vibrant. As I was sitting there, looking at the beach, I had only one person in mind. Someone who once took me away romantically for a brief moment to a beach. It brought back that memory to me, of him holding my hand, pulling me into him, unbuttoning my buttons and breathing on my neck. I snapped out of it as we descended and the ride ended. So I needed to have some chocolate fudge. How I love chocolate fudge. Not much of one with a sweet tooth, but how I crave my chocolate fudge, no nuts though. So now my girlfriend, ah yeah, pretty much my life right here, my pal, the only one who understands me best, the one I confide all to, yep, she sees the psychic booth. Being Roman Catholic, yep, it's against our faith, but does she care, nope she doesn't. So being a child again, I said, "What the hell", forgive me Father for I'm about to sin. Throughout my years, I have learned to trust. I've built up a faith, if that's what it's called, to just trust and believe that wherever life takes me, and to whomever life takes me to, there's a reason. I never question, I just flow, enjoying every step of the journey, whether it's my work or people. I give all 100% because I don't know where or to whom I'll be blown to next. Oops, I just said blown, but you know what I mean. So the psychic, my girlfriend goes first. I was asked to leave the premises. Being a bad ass, I commented that "I know my girlfriend better than you, anyway" and then I left the premises. Next thing you know, my girlfriend is waving to me all of 5 minutes later. I guess psychic balls was a fraud. So it's my turn, before going in, I whisper in a pretty loud voice, "Was she good?" My girlfriend tells me she's about to cry. I guess that means good. So I sit there and you know I want to crack up, because I'm feeling a little nervous, a tad bit uneasy. So she wants to see my palms. I said, 'Which one?" She said both. So I show her my 2 beautiful, sexy palms. She tells me there was a man recently. I agreed. She told me that he disappeared but he'll return for me. She also said that there is so much negative around him. So I'm sitting there agreeing because if there was positive surrounding him, then he would be between my legs right about now. He would've even had me on the Wonder Wheel and then on the beach. So I proceed to be good and listen as I'm told. So I guess her psychic ability started to become frightened. And as fate would have it, because there is so much negativity around my long lost lover, whom I desired so much, it would be all of my fault. Why? Because I need to be spiritually healed. It would cost me only 40 bucks and it will happen only over night. And until I'm spiritually cleansed, then and only then, will my negative lover return to me. What to do, What to do. All of these decisions. I was having such a good time and now I'm forced to think, to make a decision. Would you believe me if I told you that I detest making decisions. I thought that's what men are for. And if my negative lover is so negative, wouldn't HE need to be spiritually cleansed, he's the negative one, not I. So I explained that I would need to think about this for about a week and a half. I explained that I am not 1 to make quicky snappy decisions, especially spiritual ones. So I don't think the psychic likes me at all by now. I personally feel I need some sexual healing. I think I would be left very cleansed and very refreshed and I'd probably save the 40 bucks for what else, but a new pair of shoes. So is the psychic right? Is she on the money? Time will tell. If my lover is negative and I'm positive, then I accept that it was not meant to be. Do I feel that I will ever go against my religion. No I won't. People out there are all scammers. They prey on heart broken, lonely people. 40 bucks easily turns into 4,000 bucks. And you allow someone to convince you that you're not capable of being loved, they rob you of not only your money, but of your reality. And reality dictates that what's meant to be will be. If he returns, he returns. If he doesn't, I enjoyed every moment of it as he drifted into my life. Did I get the lesson. Yes I did. We connected for a reason or reasons. Do I wish his stay was longer, YES. So life itself, is one big Wonder Wheel. It goes around and around. Where you stop, no one knows. So just sit back and enjoy the ride, enjoy the beauty around you, especially when you're on top. Enjoy the good company in your life. And there will always be more people getting on and off. I enjoyed the night, enjoyed hearing about my lover, and enjoyed the good company I was with. What more could a girl want?
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