Searching Your Heart
Friday, August 25, 2006
Before starting i would like to announce, Rojo, this one's for you.Half man, half coward, but complete beast calls. He actually learned something. He learned that he missed you. He is quite honest and speaks with conviction. Mr. Coward opens up and he actually speaks from his heart, not from his head, not from his balls. He did what's called soul searching. He sat with himself, by himself, not with his boys, all of whom are not equipped to even remotely ever entertain a woman of your caliber, oh but yeah, they have an opinion. Opinions are like assholes, everyone has one, and they all stink. So always love your ass best. Always trust in your own opinion and don't rely on the kindness of others. So getting back to him, he has taken this time with his thoughts, his feelings, you know, those things way deep down inside of you, those little pulses that you try so hard to block, ignore, and run away from. He has tapped into this unknown area of himself. Ah, and what did he discover, half man half beast realizes that he has trusting issues. There is no one to blame for this except himself. Mr. Perfection realizes that he has a problem, an intimacy problem. He realizes he lacks a pulse. After much soul searching, he comes to you to admit that he was scared, frightened, afraid that yup, he's actually growing up. He can be resposible for someone. He can really gain from you so much experience that he's lacking. He is now ready to be responsible towards you, with you. This is a good thing, especially if he plans on having children someday, because as we all know, yeah, you have kids, you have no life. You exist for them and only them. They will suck every ounce of your once life from you. Ask anyone you know. And of course, they will respond with the "it's the best thing in the world" comment. Know why? what else can they say, they're already in it, must convince thy self. So he is truthful with you. Now honey, i put a lot of time and effort into you to make you stronger, so be careful here. You have to do the same. Soul search. Tap into far beyond. Answer a few questions of thy self. Are you more miserable with him or without him? If he comes back into your life, are you settling? Is he as strong as you need a man to be? Will he pull this stunt again? Are you willing to stop, hold him in your arms and have a deep, lets get on the same page relationship. Are you willing to give him more energy? Can you walk away and be fine? Will he creep into your mind, umm say around Christmas, when your eyes happen to fall on that perfect Tiffany Watch he loved. You know how holiday time convinces you that you need your little sexy bad santa lingerie and of course, your man. While pondering these thoughts through your soul searching, you must come to a decision where you feel complete. We know you DON"T NEED HIM TO COMPLETE YOU, but does he fit? Does he fit into your lifestyle, your world, your career, your life? Is he worth that chance? You tell me. When you struggle for your answers, let me in after. My input.....life is about taking risks, life is about knowing when to say you're sorry, how to say you're sorry. Life is about forgiving. Life is about honesty. And above all qualities, life is about trust, so can he be trusted again. oh you men, if its anything, swear above everything and anything that you will put your hand in fire before fucking up the trust thing, know why? it's the hardest to regain. Could've been avoided with the HONESTY first. Life is about living and learning. Take the risk, put it all to chance, live and learn, love him and desire him? become uninhibited, like beasts, become unstoppable, release and let go, and my now favorite saying in the world, enjoy the journey, fuck the destination. Life is too short. Live according to the rules of Leo Buscaglia, whom I believe said it best, if you love someone, say it now, if you want to give them flowers, give it to them now, rather than on the grave, oh and make mine red roses, of course.
Before starting i would like to announce, Rojo, this one's for you.Half man, half coward, but complete beast calls. He actually learned something. He learned that he missed you. He is quite honest and speaks with conviction. Mr. Coward opens up and he actually speaks from his heart, not from his head, not from his balls. He did what's called soul searching. He sat with himself, by himself, not with his boys, all of whom are not equipped to even remotely ever entertain a woman of your caliber, oh but yeah, they have an opinion. Opinions are like assholes, everyone has one, and they all stink. So always love your ass best. Always trust in your own opinion and don't rely on the kindness of others. So getting back to him, he has taken this time with his thoughts, his feelings, you know, those things way deep down inside of you, those little pulses that you try so hard to block, ignore, and run away from. He has tapped into this unknown area of himself. Ah, and what did he discover, half man half beast realizes that he has trusting issues. There is no one to blame for this except himself. Mr. Perfection realizes that he has a problem, an intimacy problem. He realizes he lacks a pulse. After much soul searching, he comes to you to admit that he was scared, frightened, afraid that yup, he's actually growing up. He can be resposible for someone. He can really gain from you so much experience that he's lacking. He is now ready to be responsible towards you, with you. This is a good thing, especially if he plans on having children someday, because as we all know, yeah, you have kids, you have no life. You exist for them and only them. They will suck every ounce of your once life from you. Ask anyone you know. And of course, they will respond with the "it's the best thing in the world" comment. Know why? what else can they say, they're already in it, must convince thy self. So he is truthful with you. Now honey, i put a lot of time and effort into you to make you stronger, so be careful here. You have to do the same. Soul search. Tap into far beyond. Answer a few questions of thy self. Are you more miserable with him or without him? If he comes back into your life, are you settling? Is he as strong as you need a man to be? Will he pull this stunt again? Are you willing to stop, hold him in your arms and have a deep, lets get on the same page relationship. Are you willing to give him more energy? Can you walk away and be fine? Will he creep into your mind, umm say around Christmas, when your eyes happen to fall on that perfect Tiffany Watch he loved. You know how holiday time convinces you that you need your little sexy bad santa lingerie and of course, your man. While pondering these thoughts through your soul searching, you must come to a decision where you feel complete. We know you DON"T NEED HIM TO COMPLETE YOU, but does he fit? Does he fit into your lifestyle, your world, your career, your life? Is he worth that chance? You tell me. When you struggle for your answers, let me in after. My input.....life is about taking risks, life is about knowing when to say you're sorry, how to say you're sorry. Life is about forgiving. Life is about honesty. And above all qualities, life is about trust, so can he be trusted again. oh you men, if its anything, swear above everything and anything that you will put your hand in fire before fucking up the trust thing, know why? it's the hardest to regain. Could've been avoided with the HONESTY first. Life is about living and learning. Take the risk, put it all to chance, live and learn, love him and desire him? become uninhibited, like beasts, become unstoppable, release and let go, and my now favorite saying in the world, enjoy the journey, fuck the destination. Life is too short. Live according to the rules of Leo Buscaglia, whom I believe said it best, if you love someone, say it now, if you want to give them flowers, give it to them now, rather than on the grave, oh and make mine red roses, of course.
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