Bouncing Back
Monday, August 21, 2006
Okay so now it's time to bounce back into life. You have now come to terms that his secrets and busyness is not what you want or better yet, NEED in life. Its now time to turn to your girls or to your mom. Venting is good. Tell anyone who would listen that he is a complete jerk and that you are so better off without him. Done venting? Now look inward at yourself. It wasn't you, it really was him. He just doesn't know how to be a man, how to be in control of you and of the 2 of you, he chose the cowardly way out, this is what he knows, can we hate him for not having compassion, no we can't. We need to move on though. Look at you; you're beautiful, you're compassionate, you're loyal, even forgiving. You know you look fantastic, your breasts are wonderful, your full mouth makes men stare, you even have bootie, so listen to Juelz Santana when he says, big lips, hips, tits, ass like a mf. He's a man, he knows what men like. So this weekend you will get dressed in only clothes that accentuates the positives. Sexy is your goal, be sexy, dress sexy, act sexy. You will meet up with your girls, you need to. Its been so long and i know you don't want to, but being in the atmosphere after so long, will make you feel desirable. Your ego is bruised, so its time to fix that by allowing yourself to be worshipped by men, even if they aren't desirable. While you're out, have a drink, light up a cigarette, let the bad girl out for a few hours. She needs to take over and she won't let you down. While scoping out the scene, meet a man, strike up a conversation. Tell him about your broken heart, show him how vulnerable you are. Make him understand that you need his shoulder, all defenses are down. Find a nice dark corner. Let him have his way, let him kiss you, feel your breasts and let him make you feel beautiful, like a woman. DO NOT GO ALL THE WAY. Just close your eyes and do it. This will make you feel better. You know its what you need, what you crave. You need to be validated, you need to be stimulated, you need a new man. Exchange phone numbers. Go out of your way to date him for as long as it lasts. The only way to forget a man is ....with another man. So congratulations! You've taken the 1st step to recovery. Now lets go back to "mr. I can't give myself to you," for just a moment. He is home, watching TV, or on the computer. He is sitting there. with his hand down his sweaty sweat pants, thinking of you, missing your breasts, missing your sexy tattoos, your crazy flirtatious ways, he misses the time you were walking out of the park and pulling up your dress to see if he can completely describe your panties in just 4 flashes, he misses that wickedness. And guess what, you're out, busy, being felt up by another man with an even stronger arm. So its okay to play the game, just make sure you play to win. Winner takes all. And as for mr. whats his name, do you miss him, his smell, his touch, YES you know you do, do you have any regrets, No you don't, just a wonderful learning experience of don't show him more than he shows you. So if you do hear from him, make an assessment, evaluate the conversation, is he worth it? Is he worth your wonderful time and energy, do you still want to fuel this fire, is it a spark or is truly still on fire? If there's fire in your heart, then you know the answer. Go for it, you only live once, there are no regrets in life, just lessons. Have your fun, live your life, and don't play by the rules, or his rules, don't over analyze, just enjoy each other. Enjoy the journey, fuck the destination! (I miss my lover)
Okay so now it's time to bounce back into life. You have now come to terms that his secrets and busyness is not what you want or better yet, NEED in life. Its now time to turn to your girls or to your mom. Venting is good. Tell anyone who would listen that he is a complete jerk and that you are so better off without him. Done venting? Now look inward at yourself. It wasn't you, it really was him. He just doesn't know how to be a man, how to be in control of you and of the 2 of you, he chose the cowardly way out, this is what he knows, can we hate him for not having compassion, no we can't. We need to move on though. Look at you; you're beautiful, you're compassionate, you're loyal, even forgiving. You know you look fantastic, your breasts are wonderful, your full mouth makes men stare, you even have bootie, so listen to Juelz Santana when he says, big lips, hips, tits, ass like a mf. He's a man, he knows what men like. So this weekend you will get dressed in only clothes that accentuates the positives. Sexy is your goal, be sexy, dress sexy, act sexy. You will meet up with your girls, you need to. Its been so long and i know you don't want to, but being in the atmosphere after so long, will make you feel desirable. Your ego is bruised, so its time to fix that by allowing yourself to be worshipped by men, even if they aren't desirable. While you're out, have a drink, light up a cigarette, let the bad girl out for a few hours. She needs to take over and she won't let you down. While scoping out the scene, meet a man, strike up a conversation. Tell him about your broken heart, show him how vulnerable you are. Make him understand that you need his shoulder, all defenses are down. Find a nice dark corner. Let him have his way, let him kiss you, feel your breasts and let him make you feel beautiful, like a woman. DO NOT GO ALL THE WAY. Just close your eyes and do it. This will make you feel better. You know its what you need, what you crave. You need to be validated, you need to be stimulated, you need a new man. Exchange phone numbers. Go out of your way to date him for as long as it lasts. The only way to forget a man is ....with another man. So congratulations! You've taken the 1st step to recovery. Now lets go back to "mr. I can't give myself to you," for just a moment. He is home, watching TV, or on the computer. He is sitting there. with his hand down his sweaty sweat pants, thinking of you, missing your breasts, missing your sexy tattoos, your crazy flirtatious ways, he misses the time you were walking out of the park and pulling up your dress to see if he can completely describe your panties in just 4 flashes, he misses that wickedness. And guess what, you're out, busy, being felt up by another man with an even stronger arm. So its okay to play the game, just make sure you play to win. Winner takes all. And as for mr. whats his name, do you miss him, his smell, his touch, YES you know you do, do you have any regrets, No you don't, just a wonderful learning experience of don't show him more than he shows you. So if you do hear from him, make an assessment, evaluate the conversation, is he worth it? Is he worth your wonderful time and energy, do you still want to fuel this fire, is it a spark or is truly still on fire? If there's fire in your heart, then you know the answer. Go for it, you only live once, there are no regrets in life, just lessons. Have your fun, live your life, and don't play by the rules, or his rules, don't over analyze, just enjoy each other. Enjoy the journey, fuck the destination! (I miss my lover)
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