Happy Father's Day

Happy Father's Day Da. I love you the most. You're the only man that I've come across in life that has never let me down, never disappointed me. You have always listened and provided the best advice. So in other words, you have always had by back. You my n******. Aaah just kiddin'. Seriously, I love my dad. I just wish there was a man out there, just like him..one who listens, one who is funny, responsible, mature, devoted to us, and handy around the house, has tools and actually knows how to use them, not afraid to walk into Home Depot, not afraid of getting his hands dirty, yet very particular in appearance...God, he sounds just like me. So from young, with having the exact print of his face as mine, I've always hated it. But as I've gotten older, I still hear it so much more from people. Not that I look like a man..God, I hope not, but the resemblance is too much, is something that I'm now proud of, strange right. But anyway, on a brighter note, I'm in love. In love with A. H is just a faded memory. Too complicated, too much drama, too much competition. Its best to have walked away with my pride. I won't tell him off or tell him where he could go. I detest flaky men as I do have a very strong personality. So, after being honest about the way I felt..and getting no response what so ever. I have shut the door, as he is not worthy of my loyal and undivided attention. He just didn't want it..and maybe in this life, it is best for him to find what he is looking for in other women elsewhere. So its best that I know now...rather than if things got deeper. So I am now in love with this man , A, who is too identical to me. We love the same music, the same movies, everything.
I am ending school this week and I am looking forward to spending next weekend with him. He knows that I've been stressed and I think there is nothing more beautiful than a man who can acknowledge that and verbally tell you that he will plan a nice stress free, thank god school is over weekend for me. This is the stuff that makes me go gooo gooo gaga over him. I know, I'm a sucker for a sweetheart. I love nice men, not jerks. And I love to be spoiled and catered to...so I am drinking coffee, made my Fathers Day phone calls to everyone already. Looking forward to ending school and moving into a new place to fill with roses and mak a home....then maybe, the good man completes the picture and I have happiness, something I've felt was not owed to me. Complete happiness of having someone to hold hands with, someone who wants to be with me, someone who likes my company, someone who is truthful and honest as I am. Someone romantic, someone kind and patient, soft spoken, yet attentive. This is the man for me. The one who could enhance who I am, put a smile on my face, and not a frown. Someone who is good with the phone, someone who knows the attention I crave.....thanks A for coming at a time, when I need someone so much in my life, for all of the major changes that I'm going through right now. It feels good to have someone I could just lean on a bit and just breathe out.....so thanks...I know you love me..u didn't have to say it....