People Person

As I've gotten older, I've realized something about myself....I don't like people. I always thought I was a people person, always cheerful, rather bubbly and all. Now, I have to say, new revelation, I just hate people, absolutely detest them to no end! Maybe I'm just having a really crappy week, but umm nope, I don't think this is the case. I'm sitting here, pondering, and yes, I do believe it's true, as we get older, our patience wears thin. You begin to see people through a different set of eyes. I mean, I'm at a point where being around children is more refreshing than hearing complaints, mindless chatter, and pure arrogance from adults around me. I feel as if I need to run away. Here's an example, you're having a wonderful day, you're all dressed, your wall is up, which states, "just keep walking" and then all of a sudden, you're approached by that nagging, boring housewife, full of complaints. She has to stop you just to share how miserable she is in her life. Now, my life is not exactly 100% where I would like it to be. I would say it's about 90% there. (10% is the sausage that I refuse the buy whole pig for) I would never dream of approaching a mere aquaintance about my drama. I wouldn't dream of ruining someone's beautiful moment or day with my negative bullshit. I really think its best to make lite of all situations, no one I know has a perfect life. In life, we have to make the best of all circumstances and situations, laugh at the most ridiculous mistakes we've made, some bigger than others. Nothing is really that serious. No heart break, let down, or irresponsible lover is worth your tears. We all get our cuts and bruises, some deeper than others. I think it's time for all people, especially women, to stop complaining and lighten up. Don't make everyone around you miserable! Try to fill your moments with good thoughts, positive people, and good fun friends. Will things always be good....never....but we can sure sit around thinking about our hardships with a softer heart, like about 2 months ago, when I so desperately wanted to find this whore anna just to pop her in her face....I can sit here now and knowing I'm a solid hard ass with an excellent swing....I realize it's best to just laugh with my girls about this....there will be more anna's, aka hoe's throughout life, more drama, more lovers. So for tomorrow, I shall cross the street to avoid you, park my car far away from yours, and keep my smile on my face...as things are just not that bad!